Long time no see

I hate selfish man who works at my hotel. He came here about 1 years ago. But he is so selfish.
I have bored since he came. He is always looking down on everyone. But I dont think his ability is not good. He just have strong pride. He cant see a lot. So I think he is poor person. If there are different people. he dislikes them. I dont know his experience, but I think his experiences are no meaning for his life. He cant take a broad view of things. He has experienced a lot before now, but I never never respect him.
And there is one another woman who doesnt work a lot and very fat. she is lazy. I hate her also. My stress is max now. I decided to quit my job this year.
Im stressful and I always feeling bad because of job. I dont think of future, but I do think of now.
What should I do now and What should I decide now.
This is my life not for other people.

Good bye my ex-lover.

Im so hungry and sleepy.
I argued with my ex-boyfriend yesterday. He was really angry and I was too.
I can't understand his thinking. He always said me I am like a kid. But I want to tell him to you ARE like a kid. Yesterday, I thought it was collect that I broke up with him.
If I am still being together, maybe I will be unhappy.

One of my friend said me

"Do you want to lose again? You want to be happy, don't you? You know that you will be unhappy if you are continue to be his girl friend. If you still want to stay him (even if you know that you will be unhappy) I cant help you anymore and I think you are real crazy girl. Don't be loser!!!!"

His opinions really help me. I always read this message and I always think "Be a winner, no more being loser."

I will be happy. I wont be unhappier. I have a lot of friends who tell me correct opinion.

No more be loser. Yes!! I am a winner!!!!!

Yeah, Thanks friend. Thanks god.

Love you guys so much!!!!

Long time no see

I hadn't written this blog so long time. My life is changed by working compare with student life. Always so busy, I don't have time to hang out. I only have 72 days holiday for a year. But I know that I have to work before I work here, so I don't care about that. But one thing that I am so sad is I can't go anywhere. I really liked going trip when I was student, but nowadays cant go anywhere. Maybe someday, I will quick and change a job, then I will be free and be able to go anywhere. Now I save my money for my dream.
My dream is staying Korea for study Korean. I know it is too difficult, but it is my dream. I need money and skill of Korean. I am a hard worker, so I can do it!

I never never give up.

Ill do my best forever!!!

sorry

My feeling has not been good, so I don't wanna upload this blog.
After calming down, I will type again.

See you then :)

Hey, everyone! I've done to take exam for being University officer. But it was too difficult for me. I couldn't find out the all answers and I felt really tired, but I did my best. The writing topic was "What are you thinking about job? and also write what do you want to do if you be a university officer." I was thinking about thinking, then I started to write my opinion.

One of my opinion for this writing exam is that always thinking goal. I think we should work with some gaols which we decided. Then, we can work well and we can have sense of accomplishment after we've done something. I am thinking one thinking for great achievement with being University officer. I want to tell other countries' people what about university that I took. This university has great system for leaning medical treatment. If there are foreigners who want to learn it and also are interested in Japanese, they should come Japan. For this, I want a lot of people to know this university, so I want to spread this university all over the world if I could be University officer.

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OMG

I really need to study, so I think I can't upload this website a lot until end of December. I wanted to up load a lot, but I don't have time to think about this. I can write this diary for just 5 or 10 minutes, but I also need to that time for study math and Japanese. I can't think about other things.

Anyway, the most important day for me in this year is December 4th. I have to take exams for being university officer. I'm not sure if I can pass because there are lot of men or women who want to be it and only 2 or 3 people can pass. But I do study and study, then I will have more confidence than other people. I know that I can do it. I have experience what I lost when I took exam for being exchange student at first time. It was really really painful and I was really really sad. I don't want to feel like that anymore, so I do my best until taking exam. O

Please pray for me, everyone :)
Love you!!!!

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Change

I didn't like my old style, but I need to return old. I think it will be suitable for you :)
I was thinking a lot and I tried a lot, but everything was failed, so I don't have to think about a lot of things. I don't want to :)
Even if I get the great idea, it was refused. It is really sad and my feeling is terrible. I was considering what I can do and what should I do, but no more need. Just going only my way. No matter what happens. I don't mind even if something bad come up. I am making up my mind. I was trying change..... But never change more.

Anyway, I will spend great time in here and with great friends ;) I have a lot of appointments with them, so I am really looking forward to it. I think I will hang out on Christmas eve!!!! I am really happy that I can hang out on that day :) I think we will have drink and great party :) Also, I think end of December, I will have party with friends who went to NZ as an Exchange students <3 I will do my best on working for these things <3

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