I dont know

Im tired

I don't know what should I believe.

heeey

Im hangy now. I need to make something to eat, but I have to do other things too...How can I do?
I really wanna know TOEIC's score. I always worry about that. I hope I could get great score, but I am not sure. Im regretting that I didn't study a lot in New Zealad. I know it is no meaning for me to do it, so I wanna stop thinking about that, then Im gonna think how can I change from now. I need to study more, so I do. I don't want to be like people who just say something...Just say, not do it. First, Im going to study, and also I do find job at same times! I really wanna find good job util December, so I do my best. I know..... I believe that I can do it.....
So please root for me if I haven't enough power.

Really wanna....

I heard what my friends who are in New Zealand have party tomorrow, but I really wanna go!!!
I really want to return New Zealand life.... because I can meet Hiro and other friends everyday!!!
There is one or two problems in Japan..... I can't use English a lot... so I am forgetting.... I don't wanna forget... so sometimes studying!kkk What's more, it is very very hot in Japan.... I almost die. I can't eat foods and I feel sick.... I want winter to come as soon as possible.

Anyway, I have a student who haven't gone school.
But he has strong dream. When I knew that, I thought I should have dream like him....
My dream was going to abroad for study, but it came true. I don't know my next dream...
I gonna find good dream during my life!

The Sickness

I don't need any food, I don't wanna eat. If I eat, my feeling will be very very bad.

Anyway, I have to student house and other part time job, so I have to go outside... I wish I don't have to go and I wish I could stay my room all say, but....... I don't know this feeling. So I seem to be more more confused. What should I do? Just, my weight is losing..... it is not healthful.. I cant control my feeling by myself. I want to control and I don't want you to get bored, but. I think I am weird girl. I need to change.... I have to.....

Yaki-Niku

Day before yesterday, I went to Yakiniku party with my friends!!

I was really looking forward to that day because I hadn't met them so long time!!!
The party started at 7pm, and we ate and drunk a lot. Of course we enjoyed talking! We told to our life which was spent in other country. All my friends who was exchange students had great time in there. One of my friend asked me about boyfriend... So I said my next boyfriend is really really nice guy... BUT, my friends didn't believe me and just said...."We cant believe that your good man! because you always say that, but actually they were little....." I noticed that I had loved a little strange men. But this time is really nice! I think this is strange situation for me....KKK