I need...

I said I never change, but I think I should change. Today, I wanna talk about what I did think, but it is very very difficult topic, I think, so I don't know if I can tell readers what I want to say. I wanna use in Japanese if I can, but I will try to use English.

I didn't like the person who just do one thing and can't do a lot of things at the same time because I can. When I needed to take exam for being exchange student, I had a lot of part time job because I had to save my money for going abroad. I was working and working, but same the time I had to study. I didn't have enough score of TOEFL. My first score was 410. Yeah, I know it is really poor score. I needed to get near 500 score for being exchange student. I thought should I give up. I was thinking and thinking, finally I found the answer. It is no matter if I do study harder than before. Then, my working and studying life was started. I worked and studied even if I was really sick. (had 38.9°) I tried and tried, then I got 480 score. I know a lot of readers think it is not high score, but it was really high score for me. I could achieve.

I can do like this, so I really didn't like the person who can't. However, I was thinking about that. I can, but some people might cannot because they are not me. I mean I noticed that I shouldn't think everyone can do same things with me. I am I, other people is other people. We have a lot of different things and different characters. I should have thought about that. I didn't think about other people and I was thinking that people can do if I can. I was really selfish. I always thought why he/she can't think about other persons. But it is meaning about me.

Yeah, I need to change. I do.

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